Saturday, July 19, 2025

Hope and Believe Like a Child

 Good morning my sisters-

I am awake at the wonderful hour of 3AM. It is my once-a-week curse and when I travel my several days a week ritual.  Saturdays seem to be a time when I wake this early. I'm a dreamer and often I have very vivid dreams, some I remember and others there are just whispers that remind me what I dreamed about that night but always, during this hour, I know I'm awakened to pray.

You might be wondering, who or what I am praying for at 3AM. Truly, anything that comes on my heart and into my mind. It's usually for world leaders, starving children, widows and orphans but this week it is the floods in Texas and my heart is crying out for those emergency responders and volunteers trying to find those that have already departed to give their families closure.

I believe we are called to pray for the mourning as well as the workers. The workers are always fewer than the task at hand and I wonder if Texas is having the same issue. I can't imagine what it feels like to crawl through the rubble that is left. The stories are heart wrenching, and I guess I just have a very big heart because the burden has been heavy as I've prayed for people I don't know and will never know. But like all things dark, there is always a glimmer of hope. A resounding feeling that our God is near in the darkest of places and I typically find it in watching animals play and hearing the innocent words of children.

Children here on earth or those that have gone to heaven somehow have a way of leading us to God. Their innocence flows from a heart less tainted by a world that hasn't fallen into the trap of skepticism but rather hope, faith and truth.

I've been caught up scrolling on the Texas floods which has been dark for me because I know how painful it is to lose people suddenly and want them back to hold, to touch, to talk to. And yet, I keep seeing these reels on young children asking Jesus to give them a rainbow or telling their mother Jesus is near and then a rainbow shows up, and even in the weirdest one I saw someone caught lightening in the middle of a rainbow, which was God's promise never to flood the whole earth again.

Hearing little children speak the name of Jesus really makes an impact on me. Their amazing way of believing through eyes that have yet to see the world for what it is always reminds me that in the dark there is LIGHT. God illustrates that to us every day. As I write, it is pitch black outside and in 3 hours it will be light. Dark and light exist but often if we stay quiet, we will begin to see that light shines brighter.

That's what children do. They hope, they believe, they see things we can't see. I believe that child saw Jesus on the reel. I believe children have seen Jesus that are sick. I believe that children have the ability to feel Jesus more than adults and I believe Jesus cares for the little ones just like He said in the Bible.

They remind me that hope doesn't have to be all theirs. God reminds us often that He has a hope and a future for us. What does that mean? It means as long as we are here on earth he has a plan for our lives. Some are here for just a whisper and others may have a hundred years, but we ALL have the hope and the promise that God has a plan in all this chaos. How do we know? Look toward the innocent child that believes. 

In a few weeks, the Texas floods will be fleeting from people’s minds. Those that are living the nightmare will always remember the day their lives changed. But there will be more floods, more disasters, more wars, and we have to cling to the HOPE Jesus left behind. Jesus did not get to fulfill His will when He went to the cross. He, instead, filled God's will which now gives all of us the HOPE of eternal life. My ask of God is for me not to forget Texas or the hundreds of families impacted by any life taking ferocious event. How do I know that I could forget? Because people have already forgotten North Carolina and the fires that burned LA. I don't want to forget any of them because these events remind me to look up, to believe and to know that although it seems cruel and unfair, God has a plan. 

I would like to encourage you to spend time with a little one. They are inspiring and so full of what we once had like wonder, hope, and awe. It is in this moment we get to glimpse into how God wants us to act, to think and to feel. He says, come to me like little ones. Why? Because they don't question!  I have to remind myself often to think like a child. It's easy to fall into the darkness of this world rather than to meditate on His words which is living and true. That's what I'm doing now. I'm reflecting on His words, His character and what He did for all of us. I believe that many in the flood are with Him right now and yet, I know from experience that may not comfort many of the families impacted until they go through the full force of their grief. My prayer is they feel Him in the dark and somehow, someway, they see the light. 

Lord Jesus, I pray you will send the Holy Spirit to every single person needing you today. I pray that we won't forget the tragedy of this year with fires, floods, and war. I pray that we will be called to pray for those that have lost so much and that one day they will see light again. I pray for the emergency responders and for the volunteers who are working so hard to retrieve loved ones for those left behind and I pray you will put anyone that needs prayer on my heart as you did this morning. I know that hope and faith are hard to come by in the dark but even a glimmer brings us to your feet and that's my prayer for everyone that is going through a dark time. I am praying that they won't lose hope in YOU. 

Thank you for every good thing and please bring about YOUR glory from the events that washed away their light. I'm tremendously grateful that you put people on my heart and I pray that my sins are forgiven so my prayers can resound in Heaven. Blessings to all. In Jesus Name I pray. AMEN

 Matthew 18:3 NIV

And he said: "Truly I tell you, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven."

Matthew 19:14 NIV

Jesus said, "Let the little children come to me, and do not hinder them, for the kingdom of heaven belongs to such as these."


Thursday, July 17, 2025

Seek to Find-The Tragedy in Kerrville, Texas

 Good morning my sisters-

Weeks have passed since the tragedy in Texas where young children, families and possessions floated down a powerful river. Water that was so terrifying that it swept campers and cabins down a ferocious roaring river that ended in lives lost and possessions wiped away.

The July 4th holiday comes and goes for me and it is always sad. In 2006, my brother took off for Colorado with his friends never to return. He fell off a mountain after a climb. It was horrific waiting to hear if he was dead or alive. Hours seemed like years and yet, when we got the news the shock of it reverberated throughout the house as if something was gone forever and it would never come back.

As I watched the news casts, this year, I relived those hours. I understand the wait but what happened two weeks ago is my heart broke for every person that lost that day and there are many that lost. The country was grieving for families they didn't know and the poster on Facebook and the news of children's faces and parents contact information was numbing. 

In the midst of the storm, teams were called to try to find those loved ones and some were saved and others were gone. The mighty Lord has many of them with him, especially the girls of Camp Mystic . Innocent children were lost and now as we watch the reporters filming there is a calmness, a silence that this is where many met their maker.

Time is not forever even though the world makes you believe so. Time is for God to use to refine us, to build us up and to grow us into a vine that can bear fruit. Some die young because their journey is done. They were good and faithful servants and others of us have to wait until our purpose has been completed to go home.

I think the thing that was most poignant to me was the fact that we only have today. The world deceives us into believing we have so much more time but truly, we just have today. I am more aware of that today than I was two weeks ago. I have lost many of my loved ones suddenly so you think I would be aware. However, the events of July 4th in Kerrville, Texas will remain in me a forever memory that I must maximize my time on earth and spread the true hope which is Jesus Christ. He is the Way, the Truth, the Life. Many who died in the floods knew Him and now reside on the streets of gold. 

What comes next after the funerals is a sadness that no one can comfort but Jesus. It is an emptiness no one can explain. Grief is raw, unrelenting and drowning at least for a little while. It will take faith just to get out of bed. It will take determination to enter the church. It will take stamina to call out to Christ in tears. It will take good friends to just let you cry. It will take you, on your knees asking God to help you to breathe. And in those moments, He will be with you. He will comfort you. He will hear you and He will be near but you will want your parents, your children, your brothers and your sisters and He knows that and is listening.

To all the people hurting, I am praying for you. I am asking the Mighty Comforter to hold you. I am interceding and asking God to protect you from evil and for Him to have victory over your loss. I know you hurt and I also know you can get through this if you seek you will find. It won't be easy but you can do it. How?  With Jesus, you will see a brighter day. When?  I can't answer that but I can state that little by little, as you hear the doves cry and watch for a butterfly, light will begin to take away the darkness, that is my prayer for you. 

Don't give up! Keep praying! Keep asking! Keep seeking! You will find Him in the midst of your darkest days. And for those that don't know Jesus, find someone that does because as you witnessed on the television, you only have today. 

Dear Lord Jesus- My prayer today is for all those that have lost so much all over the world. I pray that they will seek you and find you in their trials. I pray that you will comfort those that are seeking to bring back loved ones to their families in Kerrville and for all that have worked tirelessly in devastated areas. I, pray too for those that don't know you. May the events of July 4th, 2025, be a wakeup call to all of us that your coming will be the same. We will not have any warning just the sound of a trumpet to tell us you are here. I pray for all that don't know you that they will see that you are love and so worth following. Even Christians have trials, we all have trials and in them you are near when we call upon you and ask you to be in our lives. Thank you for that and the peace that we will one day see those we have lost on earth. Your promises never fail. I pray this in your Holy name Jesus, Amen.

 

Matthew 7:7 NIV

"Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.